Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Don't burst my bubble

i can't remember where this is from, but i know it's not mine ♥

I haven't written in a while. It's not that I haven't had things to write about, just none of things I wanted to write about were positive... and I don't like writing negative things. Because when you read negative things, it kind of brings you down. And I definitely don't want to bring anybody down....Even if only 3 people read this.

the past two weeks have been one of those times where I worry about everything. Every negative over the past two weeks has opened up a whole new can of worry in my head and as hard as I tried I couldn't get it to go away.
I can kind of liken the feeling to the sensation you get as you're waiting for a balloon to pop. Like someone is squeezing it and squeezing it and you just sit and cringe and brace for the loud imminent POP.

Today is the day it all went away. and it's a feeling of relief that feels SO GOOD. I guess whoever was squeezing my proverbial balloon just decided to let go... Nothing can get me down today, even if I have a huge bruise on my arm from a failed attempt at giving blood. And my car won't start again. And I have a project due friday. I repeat nothing can get me down.

-Julie

1 comment:

  1. Don't worry Julz one of my favorite quotes is "God makes happy endings, so if it's not happy. Then its not the end." And I am really proud of you for trying to give blood and facing your fear!!! Milk that bruise, makes you look tough...you took on that needle like a champ!! haha :)

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